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's just me spilling my guts. feel free to laugh.

reforged.

welcome home.

two bodies learned motion without ever colliding,
long arcs through a night neither dared to rename,
charts full of maybes, trajectories hiding,
from words like devotion or gravity's claim.
they carried their pasts like unscanned debris,
afraid that attachment meant guaranteed heat,
so they called it coincidence, not destiny.

the binary forge was a temple of tools,
all iron, voltage, a touch of sleepless grind,
a kingdom where comfort obeyed only rules
laid down in plastic and screws by a restless mind.
then - laughter slipped past the logical code,
soft as a spark in a system that froze,
and warmth took a seat where the lathe used to groan.

one loved like a constant, unflashy and true,
no flares, no theatrics, no grand cosmic show,
while the other kept seeing herself as a flaw
in a universe eager to prove her so.
she counted her worth like defective parts,
read kindness as danger, affection as artifice,
waited for rupture instead of a start.

"not every bright thing is a tactical lie,"
said the one with the steady, unyielding pull,
"i'm not here to burn you or harvest your sky,
i just want to build where your silence is full.
no storms, no invasion of personal space,
only small rituals, shared cups and days,
and time doing work no machine can do."

they spoke in pauses and careful replies,
measured their nearness in inches of trust,
let old constellations fall out of the sky
when their names were revealed to be made out of rust.
fear reforged to loosen its death grip on fate,
and doubt lost its throne to a quieter state,
where staying felt braver than planning to run.

the workshop now smells like her hair, not oil,
its engines complemented by a breath and a song,
where touch is no longer a risk or a spoil
but a language that says you were right all along.
two stars still alert for the end of the light,
yet choosing, each morning, to share the same night,
their paths were now braided instead of apart.

blossom.

happy new year, cherry.

a cherry drifting in borrowed light,
the band-aids wrapped around her grin.

she's frail as glass but built to fight,
her soft skin hiding spikes within.

sugar blush and spoiled glow,
mascara bleeding truth at night,
everyone wants what she shows,
nobody stays to hold her tight.

silver bites her lower lip,
angel fangs that dare you close,
the halo cracked - but holding grip,
a pretty threat in careful pose.

she laughs out loud, she starves the room,
a shrine of mirrors, pills, and smoke,
her perfumes sweet like early bloom,
but breath of ash when silence broke.

she learned quite young how pain behaves,
and how to flirt with feeling numb,
kept dancing on her private graves,
and waiting for the crash to come.

if love's a fire, then she's the spark,
a blossom glowing in the dark,

a magic burn against the cold,
that's almost too delicate to hold.

truth || dare

would you like to play a game of chess?

truth
did she climb the rail to feel the air,
or just to see if someone'd care?

dare
rewind the tape. don't look away.
she stepped off slow. like she'd rehearsed that day.

truth
she waited weeks for a sound, a sign.
a single word to say, "you're mine."

dare
say her name without a tear.
pretend her ghost's not whispering near.

truth
light purple bled from every thread.
a color she now fears instead.

dare
burn the shirts, inhale the smoke.
be careful, though, try not to choke.

truth
her "queen" left like morning mist.
no closure, call, or parting kiss.

dare
dial her number, let it ring.
don't say a word. don't feel a thing.

truth
she jumped because she couldn't scream.
just wanted rest from the endless dream.

dare
stand on that bridge. feel the wind bite.
then go home. live. out of spite.

truth
she broke the day the tree caught flame.
watched teldrassil burn, and whispered her name.

dare
keep her candle lit all night.
don't expect it to make things right.

truth
she loved too hard, she broke too fast.
and nothing gold was made to last.

dare
forgive her heart for being kind.
for not surviving neitolan's mind.

truth
i hear her laugh in empty space.
i still reach out. i still misplace.

dare
live the life she never could.
even if it's never good.

happy birthday, loser.

happy birthday, love. another year.
wish i could hold you, pull you near.
you wear my face, but not my smile.
still, you've walked with me every mile.

oh great, here comes the birthday ghost.
with lavender dreams and a tragic toast.
what's next? tea leaves? moonlight lore?
you left, remember? i clean the floor.

i know, i know... i left too soon.
but i'm still there, beneath your tune.
you carry me in every breath.
a girl-shaped scar, a softer death.

you say that like it makes things fair.
you handed me your cross to bear.
no guidebook, no "just in case,"
only your tears on a pillowcase.

but look at you - alive, still here.
cussing fate and facing fear.
you walk through pain and laugh through ash.
you made your bed from broken glass.

yeah, well, i sleep like shit most of the nights.
i dream in static, flinch at every light.
but fine. some incense, then one deep breath.
a muffin, half-burnt like me, cheated death.

that's us, my friend. a crooked flame.
but burning still. and not in vain.
so happy birthday, void, cursed and true.
a half of me... but wholly you.

oh fuck you. i should hate this rhyme.
but damn it. just this one last time.
happy birthday, aura. wish you were here.
no toast from me though, i don't drink beer.
you blew out your candle. like you said, too fast.
now i'm left with the smoke, and a shadow that lasts.